Saturday, August 2, 2008

Bold Navigators on the Kennebec, or Style under $1000




We put our big boat up for sale this spring. Here’s why: owning such a boat was beginning to outweigh the pleasures derived from the cruising life. That’s why, according to Guy. He wanted to do other things than have a boat headache. For someone else, it would be a thrill, not a headache, but he was ready for a change. Plus, our 10-year -old son is sick of being dragged off by his boring parents to yet another island in Penobscot Bay. Can you imagine such torture?

I threw a few covert fits after the proposal to sell, since I truly didn’t want to say goodbye. Think: silent plotting and intent to launch, regardless. I couldn’t imagine life without being “out there”. I live to spend hours staring off at sky and sea meditatively, attempting to ignore the fact that the men around me are trying very hard to look and sound hungry. But, as my evil plan came to light and the “family conference” ensued, I saw that if everyone wasn’t going to be happy, I wasn’t going to feel very good about this whole mutiny I was planning. I finally had to admit that maybe it was time for new adventures. Maybe if I let go and let some of that Great Unknown in, some good stuff would come. The men of the family convinced me. We needed a smaller headache.

And as it happens, they make headaches in light blue, for well under a thousand dollars. You won’t find this one at the marina or your local chandlery, but maybe this is just testament to the fact that if you are willing to allow good things to come to you, they will turn up under your nose. Actually, this good thing turned up in our neighbor’s yard.

A few weeks after the decision to sell the boat, we were driving up our road and there she was, the cutest little blue wooden sailing dinghy you ever saw. Even more serendipitous, she was a British class design called a GP 14, which stands for General Purpose, 14 feet long. My husband’s English. God only knows how she ended up on this side of the pond. There was no question that we were about to buy this dinghy, and I was even more delighted when I noticed she was named Woodwind. I’m a flutist.

We had to have the pillow-talk debate, however. What about no galley? No going below to get out of the weather? We aren’t really the “amenities” type of people, but I couldn’t quite get used to this idea that we were just going to be out there in this little thing. But here is the argument that won me over: We could trailer Woodwind all sorts of places that would take days to sail to, and therefore explore many new places. We could sail in warm lakes, which meant swimming! And, once we figured out some sort of engine arrangement, we could poke up into all kinds of rivers, tidal bays, and gosh, maybe even streams.

After a few shakedown missions on the local lake, we decided the time was right for an all-out assault on the Kennebec. July 20, 2008. The day dawned fine, and we excitedly packed up all our gear in such a way as to be dinghy-compliant. I was feeling very Sacajawea-esque as we pulled away in our little 1981 diesel VW Golf named Rupert, towing Woodwind behind. I am not sure that Sacajawea and our VW Golf have much in common, but I scrutinized our Gazetteer intently, silently repeating words like “portage” and “Columbia Gorge” nonetheless.

Soon our fine skies left us, and a grey somber reality prevailed, about the time we had to stop to fill up our very non-Lewis and Clark gas tank. No one in the car wanted to admit to what was happening. I immediately administered a round of sandwiches. I reminded everyone that a little rain hadn’t stopped the aforementioned explorers, and it wouldn’t stop us. We pressed on.





We had decided to launch in Bath, follow the tide up as far as we could, and then come back when the tide turned. At the launching ramp, we had another moment of faintheartedness when the rain began to fall, and the mood certainly turned sour when we watched a poor fellow lose his outboard into the river after launching his canoe. It did not bode well, though bystanders in a skiff helped him to fish it out. But in we went, and just as we launched, a gentleman came along with a bucket to take a water sample. Delighted with our classic little dinghy, he engaged us and cheered us greatly with a little conversation. Soon he was enthusiastically bantering with Guy about classic British Seagull outboards, naval architecture, and other gear-related topics. His water sample was part of sewage monitoring work that is done by Friends of Merrymeeting Bay. You can read all about this worthy cause at this website: friendsofmerrymeetingbay.org


We couldn’t turn back, now that we had an audience, and when I looked up at the little bluff alongside the river, a woman was standing at her window waving enthusiastically. I think it had been a long time since anyone had seen a sailing dinghy on the Kennebec. We tried to give our fans a show by hoisting sail, but there just wasn’t any wind. We will refuse to turn on an engine to the point of blowing in our sails, but, there not being much room before you run into the land, we conceded, firing up the Seagull with the little string you have to pull that, if you are not careful, hits everybody in the face.



The good thing about having a classic outboard is that the noise from the bloody thing is so intense, no one can be heard whilst complaining about the rain. Guy has modified the Seagull to be less polluting than it would have been originally, but I am still lobbying for some sort of electric motor. But is the manufacture and disposal of batteries of less concern? Perhaps what I should really lobby for is a paddle. Which in fact I was soon using, because though we were determined to sail, and did cut the engine as soon as possible, the sails soon needed an assist. And you might as well keep moving in the rain to stay warm.



Now, you might wonder how our ten-year-old son is doing at this point, considering he was bored by the islands of Penobscot Bay, bored by his parents, and now is sitting in the rain with his stupid parents on a stupid river. Did I have to pull out a Nintendo DS? Never once, which is a good thing, since we don’t own one. Truly, I don’t think we have ever had such a fun family outing. We came around a headland into Merrymeeting Bay, and soon were startled by leaping creatures seemingly the size of dolphins. I asked Guy if he knew what kind of fish we were dealing with, but, he assured me that the only fish names he knew were the ones on ice at Hannaford’s. Later, we learned that we were watching sturgeon. Egrets and heron lifted off from the misty marshes, and we ghosted along in what seemed like a wilderness devoid of human intervention, thanks to most people staying away from river sports due to rain. A good thing, considering a sunny day might have brought out many cowboys swamping us in their wake. We should make a point of always sailing rivers in the rain!

The Kennebec isn’t as wide or as famous as the Mississippi, but there is a majesty in all such rivers: perhaps it’s the echo of bird, fish, and plant, whose survival has depended upon such waters, or the blood memory of the humans who came before me, leaving some spirit of their mortal struggle to reach up into unknown interior lands in my own adventurer’s bones. But today, sitting in our little dinghy in the rain, drifting upriver with the tide, I can feel the excitement in our family as we let the soul of Merrymeeting Bay seep into us, and we peer ahead, wondering where the river will lead us.

As it happens, we were lead to Richmond, Maine, which was as far as a family of three in an open dinghy with one raincoat between them could be reasonably expected to travel without an infusion of tea, the romance of adventure notwithstanding. Guy had photocopied a section of our Maine Gazetteer, and pseudo-laminated it with wide sticky tape, and so we were guided into a little bow in the river alongside a little Maine river town, complete with the ghost of a mill along her shores. We tied up at an excellent public facility- no “facilities” per se, but I am always very appreciative of a town that manages to have a dock that has space to tie up at, and that allows you a few hours to meander off for a good explore.



As seems to be the case, Woodwind always attracts admirers, and soon we were telling a couple passersby about our little dinghy. That’s the cool thing about being willing to travel with flair and eccentricity: your ride is always a source of interest, and you soon make new friends as a result. It’s a fair tradeoff for the lack of creature comfort that comes with the territory. We met a nice family who was traveling in style themselves: a tugboat worthy of an English children’s story.


But the call of tea was resounding on high, so we left our new acquaintance to do pursuit. Plus, we needed gas.

If I had to pick a funky on the down-lo place to up and move to, I think it would be Richmond, Maine. Living here in Rockland, on the coast of Maine, I have watched my little city change from a dry goods sort of place to a land of fantasy. To each their own, but I prefer hardware stores to art galleries. Richmond has on its Main Street an emporium humbly titled “Main Street Fuel”, but do not let the title mislead you. You will find every dry good you will ever need here. And right on Main Street! Perhaps there was a Walmart lurking five miles out of town, but for the moment I truly wanted to believe that the presence of such an establishment indicated that small town America was still alive and well.

Richmond isn’t gussified, she’s a little rough around the edges, but she’s a charming little town and the people are warm and friendly. We retired to the Trackside CafĂ© for tea, and our son tucked into a cheeseburger and fries. The menu had a good selection of salads and other items a vegetarian would find of interest, very reasonably priced, and we dried out with our hot tea and the soothing burble of local gossip.



I suddenly realized that our return journey would be made all the merrier with the addition of a couple more raincoats, so I dashed over to Main Street Fuel to see if they had any cheap plastic ponchos. The salesperson and I dug around in the department “under the moose head” for a few moments, and soon I had three ponchos for $3.16 each. The ponchos were a bold stroke. Rory was delighted, spending the rest of his time in Richmond pretending to be a ghost. (Who needs a Nintendo Wii?) We were now warm, dry, and could care less if it rained all day, strolling around town to get gas and to see the sights. I think we were the only tourists, which sure was refreshing, considering we have to fight our way down the sidewalks at home these days.

We journeyed back to Bath in the rain, still completely immersed in the natural world outside our cheap plastic unnatural rain ponchos. Rory occasionally would stand in the dinghy to sing, and the engine quit a couple times, but for the most part we were silenced by the roar of our outboard, and sometimes just by the quiet of the gray-green cathedral of river and marsh enveloping us and beckoning to us, asking us to leave the engine off for a time and to drift without schedule.

We may happen to be the sort of people who will search out the deals in boats and cars, and tinker with them until they are running, and be willing to deal with it when they die, but maybe that’s the spirit of just being willing to get out there in whatever you can get out there in, and be ready to let the adventure be the main attraction rather than to get hung up in the material details of how you got to the adventure. Really, a rowboat would have sufficed. For only a few hundred dollars, we are out on the water, and most importantly, spending time together, having fun even in seemingly dreary conditions. Truly, this is yachting on a grand scale.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Eygthene, Revisited.

A crash course in IOR rules from the early 70's through whenever. Shucks, maybe through whenever Duran Duran became popular?

I want you to absorb this concept: masthead sloop. It's old, it's outdated evidently, but it's cheap.

I guess.

And, there seems to be a revival in the oldies but goodies.

So here is the deal. I've been sailing around with Joan and Howard on their veritable San Juan 28, which is a masthead rigged sloop. What that means is that all the foreward sails, such as the jib, the genoa, and the dreaded spinnaker, go all the way to the top of the mast. A fractional rig, such as the much more in style and ever more expensive J24 (meaning, I can't afford one) employs the more modern technique of controlling the boat more from a bigger main, and the foreward sails do not go all the way to the top of the mast.

Basic problems with masthead rig: you have to have a lot of sails for your different wind situations. And yes, they call it a wardrobe of sails. Basic problem number two: Those big sails hold a lot of air when they are out there. It is not implausible for a woman weighing 130 pounds to find herself at one end of a spinnaker sheet about to take a hot air balloon ride.

Well, this only happens when things are not sorted out and going right. But, let us imagine the good things about this Generation X rigging technique:

Perhaps if the wind is light, you have a lot more sail out there, maybe you still sail.

According to Guy: It was not uncommon to be peeling sails often during a race. The forestay would have two slots in it, so you could run up a small jib and peel down the genoa, for example.

Also according to Guy, "the guys" used to grab a hold of the big gigantic genoa clew, and throw themselves and the sail over to the other side of the boat to tack. You see that sail being so big really does get caught up on whatever, shrouds, the spinnaker pole, the lifelines, it can be a real mess.

So maybe this is like big earrings and platform shoes. The excesses of the 70s and 80s. I really don't know.

But this is how it is on the masthead sloop that is based on all these things I race on: You are dealing with all this headsail, the spinnaker is unsafe at any speed, and if I were on a J24 it wouldn't be much of an issue.

So: we have to pause and ask ourselves this question:
Why do I want to go to the innards of America to trailer home a classic example of a quarter tonner IOR masthead sloop?

Insert Picture Here:

Okay, this is something called an Eygthene, designed in the early seventies by one of the folks who really defined this sort of thing, Ron Holland. The deal is, if you happen to be Australian and you say the word "eighteen", it sounds like the above heiroglyph. In the land of plenty for some, the boat got re-christened the "Kiwi 24." The boat is 18 feet on the waterline, and 24 feet overall. So you can see how this little thing might have happened.

The other item of note is that this blue Kiwi is called Valkyrie. A very grand name, I think? It might be a little bit of overkill, ha ha ha no pun intended.

Mike, if for some reason you stumble upon my insane blog and see yourself sailing your Kiwi 24 that I am about to have a little internet think on, I hope you are okay with making a cameo appearance with Lizzie and Flying Circus.

Now- we have to mention that this Kiwi 24 has a little coach roof of sorts, to accomodate tall people who want headroom and ostensibly a head as well. The original boat, which Mr. Holland designed and with which he won the Quarter Ton Cup in 1973 (photo by Stephan Lautram, if you stop by my site Mr. Holland, I'm hoping you can see I have about two people who regularly read my blog and you don't mind my admiration of your lovely original boat to the point that I want my two readers to see how it is very much more beautiful than the production models that followed)



And there we have it, the flush deck, such as you might encounter on a J24, suitable for racing. And of course a few 70's guys on board, exhibiting decidedly more yachting style than men you might encounter on today's high or low seas. Please, God, can men learn from this example. I really hope my readers can somehow supersize the photo so that you can see the disco shirt the fellow on the rail is wearing. If you must see it in full glory, please go toThis page of the Eygthene 24 dedicated site.

The truth is, I want to go hundreds of miles from home in an old pickup truck and trailer home (on what trailer?) a boat that is a blast from the past because it is just that: it is odd, unique, and it strikes my fancy. No one else wants it here in America, and yet on the other side of the pond, there has been a recent revival in the old IOR boats, and there are now quarter ton class races. This is a case of recognizing something that other people are shrugging their shoulders over.

Perhaps. OR it might be a moment of insanity.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Woodwind Takes to the Wind at Megunticook


Our second family voyage in our GP 14, Woodwind. As we were coming back to the launching ramp (with about 5 or 6 other 4th of July boating expeditions, it was a bit zoo-y) a woman in a motor boat snapped a picture of us, and here it is!

It all went off without a big hitch, except when we got to the launching ramp, we discovered that we had lost a shackle that holds one shroud in place. Maybe even the turnbuckle, too, thinking about it now. So Guy rigged up a rope assemblage, which worked great, so off we went.

But, unbeknownst to those who amble through the wind and waves with carefree abandon, the rope assemblage was being gradually sawed away by the sharp edges of the ring that should have been holding the missing shackle and pin. With a big snap, our rope jury rig snapped when we were halfway through the beat back.

Guy, being a good Boy Scout, had remembered to bring a Ricotta Cheese bucket full of odds and ends, so, finding another shackle with a smooth surface, he tied up another turnbuckle arrangement with a bit of spectra while I held Woodwind into the wind, and then we were off again.

I think it may have been one of our more successful family yachting occasions. I still get nervous steering dinghies, but not as nervous as I used to. If it were just me, I wouldn't mind so much, because if I capsize on my own, I don't really care. Obviously, a much bigger pain in the butt in Woodwind, since she is big and heavy, and I would have a job getting her flipped back up again, much more so than an Opti or a 420. I think it is just the fact that I worry about it a little with our 10 year old son Rory on board. But, the second time I steered, it was very fun. I love being the jib person, though, so I can sit up on the rail when we are beating and hike over. Dinghy sailing goes so quickly...especially on the lake, where the wind is so varied, pouring down from the mountains, warming and cooling, swirling around, creating so many little shifts. Very different from sailing on the Bay or in the Ocean, where the wind is much slower to change her attitude.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

J24 Racing in Camden

Awesome evening...wind strong at first, plenty of waves. I love it when it is like that, sitting over the rail, waves splashing over me. Of course, it helped that it was really hot and muggy, and very rarely here in Maine do we really feel like being splashed with sea water...but tonight it felt so good.
I was on Patti Dinse's boat, Havoc, with her two children, Michael and Amber, and crew member Gretchen.
Oh, I forgot to say- Patti's children are grown-ups.
My arms are actually a little sore from hauling around at the guy.
We had two last places, one due to a wardrobe malfunction. Meaning, spinnaker issues. It came out twisted. We'd been practicing a set before racing, and got hit with a puff and a wave. It was almost a broach; the guy got blown and the pole swung, we yelled "Duck Amber" and she dropped to the foredeck. But, the last race, we redeemed ourselves for a first place. Everyone dialed in and we got it together.
I love the calm after the storm aspect of sailing. Being out there in the wind and waves, all the exertion to get sails up and down, the mental work, and then the race is over often simultaneous to the wind dying down at evening, and so you sail back in to the harbor watching the sun set and breathing in the peace, bantering with your crewmates, or just watching the Camden Hills while you coil up spinnaker sheets or while you tidy something else...

Patti's husband, Jeff Dinse, is usually the main contender at these affairs. Guy sails on his boat. But, this year, Jeff has ripped tendons in his shoulder and must sit out the season with his arm in a sling! So Guy has assumed the organization of crew aboard Jeff's boat, Blue Zombie. She's a Blue Zombie because she rose from the dead. And she's blue. Jeff, meanwhile, has been out on the committee boat, and seems to be developing a keen analyst stance apres race. Really, I think it would make very interesting sports casting. He gives a good race analysis. If I had my stuff together, I could find a movie camera and go out on committee boat on the nights I am not sailing, do some filming, and get Jeff to do some commentary. We could have post race discussion. "Now to you, Jeff." (Camera pans to Jeff, arm in sling.) Some gripping, terse sports-lingo.
Lizzie: "Jeff, can you tell us what is going on out there?"
(a banner running at the bottom of the screen, saying something like, "Live from Camden Harbor, Simulcast on Channel 58, Knox County)
Jeff: "The only thing to do after setting the spinnaker for the downwind leg was jibe."
(quick shot of boats in action, some jibing, some not, circles and arrows appearing on screen.)

Anyway, it could be fun. I have no idea how to make a TV show, which could be a little bit of a problem.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Woodwind: Trimaran Dream, amended, and my roses are blooming like CRAZY this year!



Rather classy, don't you think? I guess it's appropriate, considering my first instrument is the flute. This is a GP14 dinghy that Guy picked up this summer, and fixed up. GP stands for "General Purpose" I believe, and she is 14 feet long. So I have to let go of Circus for a while, which doesn't mean I won't visit her beside the barn and talk to her about the sea she is missing so much. It doesn't mean I won't surreptitiously scrub at her and make sure that her bits and pieces are staying shiny.
Ever onwards,
Lizzie

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Hills of Another Nature



Here's what I am supposed to be doing: being a good girl and baking pies. Instead, I moved the solar panels so that I could get the hauler in to get Circus out, but this is truly a dark moment in the annals of trimaran transportation, because Guy threw a fit, and now I can't move the boat.  It turns out Guy really doesn't want me to launch his boat. For a while there, it was "our boat", but now it isn't. Truly a dark day, I don't know how I am going to prevail.

Friday, June 27, 2008

The Solar Panels: the other Obstacle du Jour


I was such a mouse when Guy brought these home! I knew I didn't want him to put them in the way of the trailer, and I knew he was doing it on purpose! But did I say, "No, let's put them over HERE?" Women of my blog, please learn to SPEAK UP!!!

The Hill


Yesterday, I got this brilliant idea! Why not assemble Circus at home, and then trailer her down? That way, I wouldn't need to borrow the second trailer! Having to borrow a trailer has been a huge holdup. Guy is convinced that Bill is sick of lending us his trailer, and I can't think of anyone else to ask.

(Please remember to vote on this one, and if you know of a trailer, let me know)
So I called up a friend of mine who just got the State Police to escort a boat, and she said, "Call the Rockland Police." So I did, and the woman at the desk sent me to the harbor master.

I don't know why. Neither did Nathan, the assistant harbor master. He figured she was trying to get me back on the idea of trailering on two trailers and assembling at Snow Marine Park.

"Where ARE you guys?" Goes Nathan. "You're usually the first ones in."

So we mulled and stewed for a few minutes, he gave me some numbers, but then I called back the police again.

And yeah, they will escort me, no problem. Just call at 4.30 am and we will send an officer up.

I was elated! The solution! But then- just one little problem.

The Hill. I'll let you absorb the magnitude of this situation from the safety of your own computer LCD.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

The romance of the sea is emptying my wallet.

Well, not quite. It turns out that trimaran insurance isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I won’t need a survey, either, which is a miracle. It seems an omen of good things.

So: the inspection of the mooring is lined up, and we can all now pray that the top chain doesn’t need replacing. The boat insurance is lined up, pending family discussion. Which sounds a little ominous in print, but, let’s keep things in the moment.

Tomorrow: I have a lawn to mow and a garden to do, take Rory to the doctor for a follow-up on his sprained ankle, and then madly race home and find some time to do another scrub of the bottom. I had planned to get that done this morning, but a refrigerator that needed defrosting and cleaning stole me away. Pathetic, but, the
door wouldn’t close anymore.

Then: cook dinner, off to Library night.

Friday, only one garden needs me for about an hour, and so Friday will be devoted entirely to Circus.

Here’s what needs to be done:

Find someone to help me heft the solar panels out of the way of the main hull.

Pull main hull forward.

Take cover off boat.

Load up cushions, sails, rigging, etc.

Wash main hull.

FInd someone at Hamilton Marine who will service the outboard, perhaps for the price of a hand-knotted doormat.

Attach outboard to bracket, if ready to run.

Rig mast.

If I can get all that done in one day, it will be a miracle.

Enough laundry lists.
I will publish something I wrote last year, so you can get more of a sense of the inner turmoil, drama, and sheer passion of what is actually a laundry list.
(In other words, I was still thinking about sailing, not actually doing it.)

When you dream about sailing, do you dream about bottom paint running down your arms?

I opted out of painting the dinghy’s bottom. There are these little places on the keel that the paint always falls off. I should have touched it up, but, how do I know it doesn’t fall off the minute I put it in the water?

I did clean the bottom and the hull. With that stuff that smells like rotten eggs which will eat through a few layers of skin if you get it on you. Ah, the romance of the sea, pure air, salt breeze, and Muriatic Acid.

“Why are you launching the dinghy?” Guy wants to know.

“Because then I can row it around and stuff,” I say. What he really wants to know is, does the launching of the dinghy portend a launch of Flying Circus.

Here is where I am supposed to practice compassionate acceptance. After all, Guy is accepting of me. He is complaining a lot, but, the truth is, he isn’t actively stopping me.

“Did you paint the bottom of the dinghy?”
“Do I have to? It looks all right.”
“I guess not, I think it was two-season paint.”
“Well, I don’t want to do the wrong thing.”
“Then leave the boat in the yard.”
“You said I could launch it.”
“I changed my mind.”
“Too late, because I have already gotten things going and have been investigating all the options.”
“Well you had better investigate them.”

But he doesn’t stop me. I mean, what would he do, call the police or something and say help, my partner is trying to launch our boat?

I read a meditation the other day. We do not fight. We have nothing to defend. So, I am attempting to move through what I need to do without a fight. We’ve been having a good time, lovely dinners, talk. So there isn’t any tension.

Sometimes, when we are ready to stretch our own wings, we have to remember that the people who love us might feel insecure about our independence. Will we still need them? Also, there are times when people might feel as though being an expert at something or being in charge of something defines their self-worth. If their partner comes along and wants to also participate in that activity in such a way as to be capable rather than dependent, this can also upset the balance for a little while, too.

So we have to love each other through these growing pains.

It turns out that I can get the dinghy in the trailer myself. I used to loathe having to lift that thing with Guy. I thought I was going to have a heart attack every time. Well, I backed the trailer up to it and hefted it in. Then had to flip it over.

Zach came out of the barn just then. Guy’s coworker.

“See, you didn’t need any men to do that, you got it in by yourself.”

I’ve been up since 4.30, when I began my day with a misty jog, so now bed.

When you dream about sailing, do you dream about bottom paint running down your arms?

I opted out of painting the dinghy’s bottom. There are these little places on the keel that the paint always falls off. I should have touched it up, but, how do I know it doesn’t fall off the minute I put it in the water?

I did clean the bottom and the hull. With that stuff that smells like rotten eggs which will eat through a few layers of skin if you get it on you. Ah, the romance of the sea, pure air, salt breeze, and Muriatic Acid.

“Why are you launching the dinghy?” Guy wants to know.

“Because then I can row it around and stuff,” I say. What he really wants to know is, does the launching of the dinghy portend a launch of Flying Circus.

Here is where I am supposed to practice compassionate acceptance. After all, Guy is accepting of me. He is complaining a lot, but, the truth is, he isn’t actively stopping me.

“Did you paint the bottom of the dinghy?”
“Do I have to? It looks all right.”
“I guess not, I think it was two-season paint.”
“Well, I don’t want to do the wrong thing.”
“Then leave the boat in the yard.”
“You said I could launch it.”
“I changed my mind.”
“Too late, because I have already gotten things going and have been investigating all the options.”
“Well you had better investigate them.”

But he doesn’t stop me. I mean, what would he do, call the police or something and say help, my partner is trying to launch our boat?

I read a meditation the other day. We do not fight. We have nothing to defend. So, I am attempting to move through what I need to do without a fight. We’ve been having a good time, lovely dinners, talk. So there isn’t any tension.

Sometimes, when we are ready to stretch our own wings, we have to remember that the people who love us might feel insecure about our independence. Will we still need them? Also, there are times when people might feel as though being an expert at something or being in charge of something defines their self-worth. If their partner comes along and wants to also participate in that activity in such a way as to be capable rather than dependent, this can also upset the balance for a little while, too.

So we have to love each other through these growing pains.

It turns out that I can get the dinghy in the trailer myself. I used to loathe having to lift that thing with Guy. I thought I was going to have a heart attack every time. Well, I backed the trailer up to it and hefted it in. Then had to flip it over.

Zach came out of the barn just then. Guy’s coworker.

“See, you didn’t need any men to do that, you got it in by yourself.”

I’ve been up since 4.30, when I began my day with a misty jog, so now bed.

Journal of Something I am trying to Do.

That doesn’t sound very poetic, does it.

I scrubbed Circus’ bottom yesterday. Nothing too unique and adventurous about that. I’ve scrubbed her underbelly many times, and each time it is like scrubbing a big whale.

Circus is Flying Circus, a rather large and orange trimaran. Except her underbelly, which is black. This is how it began:

“I’m too busy to launch. You wanna launch, go get a can of bottom paint. Scrub the bottom. “

That was Guy. He’s the sailor around here with the expertise, having sailed alone across the Atlantic, having sailed here, having sailed there. I have spent my whole life trying to sail 50 yards. Guy finally taught me to sail three years ago, I’ve sailed hundreds of miles now with him, but this year, no. Circus is for sale, (she’s on Yachtworld.com) She’s too much work. He’s had it with that boat.

“If you’re going sailing this year, you have to make it happen. I can’t do it for you.”

That’s what he said. So, okay. I am trying to make it happen.

Here’s the deal. Most boats, you just lower in. With this boat, there is some assembly required. Meaning, there are three hulls that need to be attached. All of them add up to about 4500 pounds.

Here’s the drill. First, you change the registration on your car over to the truck so you can tow the trailer. Then, you try to convince Guy to ask his buddy to lend me another trailer to haul the two outrigger hulls, properly called amas. since they don’t fit on the main trailer with the main hull, which is called the vaca. This buddy is not going to lend me the trailer. He will only lend it to Guy. So there is that little problem.

Second, you have a very large and heavy aluminum mast to get on top of the boat. Usually, you carry the mast with a lot of cursing and near-drops into the barn, where you hook it up to this sling that is operated with a block and tackle. You then hoist the mast to the top of the ceiling. Then, you drive the boat into the barn, and lower the mast down. Well, Guy has a large boat rebuild going on in the barn, so forget it. This is going to require about 6 chicks and two ladders.

Third, you have to move the solar panels that have been stored in the way.

Fourth, we forgot to take off the cover, so, this is actually fifth.
Drive boat out from beneath appletree. Load crossbeams, called akas, into back of pickup. Load trampolines, traveller, rigging, cushions, toolbox, forestay, sails.

Fifth. Drive illegal trailer to public landing with one person tailing closely so cops can’t see out of date registration. (Hope Guy doesn’t make me register it, he never does. I think I am supposed to be a good citizen, though. And it is only 20 bucks.)

Sixth. Go back and get other trailer loaded with the amas, which you have managed to drag up using rollers and come-along. And the 6 chicks.

Seventh. Assemble all hands at the public landing. Hopefully you remembered to bring the crane along. Hoist akas up and on to vaca. This will take at least three people. Lash boards across akas. Hook up crane and come along to vaca. Lash webbing around amas. Hoist amas up to akas. Screw in bolts, which you remembered to bring.

Lash tramps, turn turnbuckles, screw on the traveler.

Eighth and worst. Back assembled trimaran as close to harbor as possible. Hopefully it is high tide. Attach strange contraption made from old snowblower and two by fours that extends the trailer so that you can get in lower. Lash contraption to truck trailer hitch. Lower boat into water, with 4 people on standby to catch her as she goes.

Ninth. You forgot the outboard.

Okay, so, tomorrow, all we have to worry about is one more scrub of the bottom, pulling the boat out so we can get the cover off, attaching the aluminum rack the mast rests on in transport, and engineering a way to get the mast on the boat.